Well… I'm not a person who's new year resolution, or some sort, I just don't, cos, I know I won't be able to keep track with it…
However… ever since baby came into my life (our life) I guess, my life's kinda 'improved', either directly, or indirectly…
So, I just call it my new year resolution, though it's a little bit late to mention it…
I've just, 5 minutes ago…
Decided to quit, quit, quit, quit (kinda) all sorts of my social networking things, ie. facebook + twitter, (exclusing my multiply website),
Cos, well… 2 things triggered me…
1. My youngest brother mentioned that, if I have to read news too much, too often, my brain will get over-simulated, and that, it'll need constant simulation of such, to be 'alive', else, I'll eventually get 'brain-dead'??? Well, the later part is added by me, he mentioned something, which I've forgotten, @_@... Ooh!!!
2. I came across an article saying that, most mothers spend more time online than with their baby… ooh, poor baby, yep, that's what I've been doing for the past 1 month?? (if not 2) I just put her on the highchair next to me, have lunch with me, facing the PC, both of us, after feeding her, I continue with my online activities, while giving something to her to play, sometimes, I'll talk to her, sometimes I'll read to her, but sometimes, I'll just get distracted by those online news, status update, bla bla bla… blime!!!!! What a crap mother I'm…
These 2 things, I guess, it's enough…
Just like the moment I decided to quit most of my facebook games, it's that type of moment, when you realized something…
I've quit most of it, ie. deleted the apps, remove the bookmarks, and so on… leaving one thing - café world…
But I guess, I'll remove café world too…
It's come to a stage that, I start to think how point-less these things are…
I mean the games, (about the rest, I'll talk about it later)
It's come to a stage, where I'll just login, "to cook, to serve, to clean up the stove", and so on… just to login to do these stuff, for what??
Ask me, ask people, I don't know… I guess, when one started it, maybe it's for fun, for joyous purpose, when the purposes are gone, I just have to call it quit…
And spend more time with baby, spend more time on my favourite TV, I also just realised that, I've not been watching too much TV, or my favourite j-dorama, etc., simply because I've been making myself sitting in front of the PC, to keep up with the news, and status update, on facebook/twitter…
I've disabled all my news rss feed to my emails, and move them to twitter, I thought it's a good move… however, I'll to make an end to it now, no rss feed, no email subscription, no twitter…
Just like my brother said, (my dear youngest brother) that, he's too much news to read, till he doesn’t feel like reading, hahahahaha!!! I guess, it's really a sickness…
And also, after a conversation with my dear youngest brother, I really really have realized, I've given up so much TV time, who said TV time's no good, at least, it's relaxing, at least, I don't get to the point where I've to sit in front there for no reason, well… I do, or, I did that, but with baby, I won't get the chance to do it anyway… (don't you all sometimes, just sit in front of the TV, nothing to watch, but somehow you just have to sit in front of the TV, keep switching channels, for no reason?? But you just have to sit in front of the TV?? Ya, that's the thing, and that's the thing with me, lately, sitting in front of the PC, keep waiting for news to read, or keep waiting for people to update their status, for what? I really really don't know, and don't %@^@^@ know!!)
So, I've to quit!!!
And to keep it minimal, I shall just enable my email notification with facebook, and forget about twitter, I'm not going to bother if the world is going to end, or I'm not going to bother if google's going to pull out of china, what do I care???
Ha!!
Immediately I can imagine, how happy I'll be,
Back to the TV, with my japanese drama, watching them slowly, and digest the story slowly…
(yep, my brother asked me, can't I just on the computer, start my torrent download and sit back in front of the TV, watch all the drama I've downloaded? I told him that I've no time, no time because I've to keep track on all the updates on facebook/twittter!!)
Yep, I'll call it quit…
I'll just continue with my news reader,
And minimal facebook update via email notification, ie. only genuine updates, rather than all the products, or whatever games crap updates…
Then, what shall I do?
Yep, of course, I shall spend more time with baby, oh, my precious baby!!!
And then, I can spend all my time to do my photobooking, photo editing, and also, start blogging, do more thinking, do some planning, continue to plan for my Sunday brunch with friends, hopefully more friends with turn up (well, not so serious about it though), and plan for my trips, though it may not come to realization, however, it's fun to plan, and so on…
Yep, besides, facebook/twitter, I've already got so much things to do, and yet, I spend most of my time, trying to keep up with facebook/twitter…
Thanks to my dear youngest brother… ^_^
And of course, Praise to God, to make me realize…
Ps: and you know what, after I was 'inspired' to quit, I actually was already in bed, but I'm so scared that, I'll forget what I've said to myself, and repeat the same damn meaningless "sitting in front of PC" tomorrow, so, I quickly get up and write this down…, ya, now you know, I don't blog for fun…
Anyway, I was telling myself, since my early greying is already beyond hope, then, at least, let it be grey because of my thinking, blogging activities, rather than getting kinda 'stressed up' to wait for updates…
Mm...
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