baby milk milk

i like to look at her when she's having her milk milk (when i'm nursing her)
she, in my arms,
eyes closed,
small small arm resting on my chest...


give me a very very peaceful feeling... (is that what all nursing moms feel??)


that, reminds me of the day when she's born,
i took the half-body aneasthetic,
almost 1 hour after i was taken out of the operation theatre, they brought her to me, and taught me how to nurse...
nervous, anxious, all sorts of feeling...


but, suckling is  a basic instinct, she didn't take much time to master it...


^_^
and i guess, now, she's the master of it...


i always like to look at her when she's having her milk milk,
so concentrate,
so quiet,
so peaceful...
and the rhythm of it is just so beautiful,
"shok shok shok shok shok" - that's how he described... and apparently he likes to see it too...
he mentioned to me, he cannot forget the first time, when she "shok shok shok" on me... so peaceful to look at...


and for me, the moment i look at her, having her milk milk...
that's the moment, i forget about every damn thing... and that's the moment,
just she and me...
^_^