since there've been 2 queries (cheh!!) of the topic, based on my last post,
i feel obliged to explain...
well, when we brought baby for her follow up check on her mild cold,
i asked doctor,
describing to her that, baby, not sure it's because she's not been feeling well, or it's part of the development at this stage,
as long as i go out of her sight, she'll start crying...
doctor told me, it's "separation anxiety"
then i asked doctor, how long will it last, she mentioned, it can last till they're going to kindy... oh!! O.o
after coming back from the clinic, both of us kinda talked about it again,
he mentioned that, i've separation anxiety too, oh... cos, the following day, he'll need to go to other countries for assignment, 3 days,
i disagreed with him, and clarifed that, i've pre-departure blue/anxiety...
when i was in schlumberger, i used to go for offshore trip on a seismic vessel, 6 weeks duration,
and every single time, before i left...
well, i didn't notice, but my colleague mentioned to me that, i seemed to have some 'blue'...
ok, i accepted it...
then, i quit SLB,
then, i worked in IT firms, didn't need to travel too often (it's countable trip, mainly to s'pore)
then, i quit, and joined him on his regional assignment...
every single time, before we left a place, be it from home to the destination, or from destination 1, to destination 2,
i kinda got stressed up, don't ask me why,
it's anxiety, i supposed...
maybe it's separation anxiety to a certain extent, but it's between me, with the place that i'm currently in...
so, i pointed out to him that, if i were him (gotta go for trip next day)
ya, i'll be having some anxiety...
anyway, does that explain the title??
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