“Happiness is the longing for repetition.” ~ Milan Kundera
Yep… the key word here is "longing"…
I just realized that, I've not been really sitting down to watch my favourite shows, be it all the CSIs, or Criminal Minds, or 24…
Not just that…
Most importantly, I've not been really feeling LONGING to do something, which, in this case, WATCHING MY FAVOURITE SHOWS…
Yes, I do have loads, as in really loooooooooaaaaaaaaaaads of japanese drama in my HDD… but then, they're in my HDD, I can watch anytime…
Suddenly, last night (ok, technicallly 2 nights ago) I felt it again…
I actually made it a point, to on the TV@0400, yep, to catch the replay of ahem… in fact, I'm a bit "pai-seh" to mention this… cos, it's simply too… KIDDISH!!!!
Yep, to watch the new taiwanese series, Astro calls it, "Woody Sanbao", ie. 無敵珊寶妹
Cos, baby wouldn't let me watch in the afternoon, ie. #1530, Mon-Wed…
(oops, meaning today, there'll be no-show! *_*)
And that… yep, I finally realized, I've not been really "chasing" any drama series on TV for so long…
First it's baby,
Second, it's because I've been spending too much time in front of my PC, ok, if it's for blogging, twitting, or editing my photos, or do something "constructive", then, I don't mind… but then, sometimes, I'll just do something for the sake of staying there just for a little bit longer.. (for don't-know-what reason… just don't know!) and that I'll end up playing facebook games, looking for stuff to look for… get what I mean?? Yep, exactly looking for stuff to look for… ie. I'll simply browse around the internet, to see if there's anything interesting… then, I'll start digging into the topic… and yes, I thought, I'd learn something from it… yes, I do, but most of the time, all these are unnecessary… but then, I don't feel like plugging my earphones into my ears and start watching the drama series that've been sitting in my HDD, and ARE PILING UP!!! (ie. need more HDD LO!!)
For one reason… cos, whenever I'm out here in the living room, surfing the net, I've been "trained" to always keep an EAR to pick up, if there's, noise made by baby… ie. she's crying for me, or, she's crying for comfort, or she's crying for milk… (and that's also the reason, why I need the place I'm in, right now, to be of absolute quietness!! Ie. left only one desktop fan running, underneath my table!)..
As simple as… as I'm a mother now, I need to put my "antenna" uptight, and keep its sensitivity, to see if my baby's calling for me…
Therefore, I'm pretty reluctant to watch any of the dramas… (then, when will I have time to watch?? I wish I can figure it out!) and another bad habit of mine, if I start to watch, I'll prefer not to be interrupted…
UNLESS~~ it's on TV… cos, I can't pause the astro…
And just yesterday, (I mean 2 nights ago!) since I made an effort to do so, ie. to catch the show…
I realized that,
Watching shows… is something that I'm longing for…
And playing games, is something that, I made myself to HAVE TO play… just for the reasons stated above… BUT, it's not something that, I'm longing for… ie. no happiness?? Well… you can do the maths yourself, ^_^…
Playing games, yep, it's not out of happiness.. I know… it's due to "kiasuness"…
As I've mentioned before… I play, for the score, and all the fb games, your contacts/neighbours are listed at the bottom, ie. that shows you, who's at a more advanced stage…
Which~~ makes me want to play more and more, just to get to the "top" of the list… see???
However, deep down, it's just some clicking jobs to me, oh, maybe some scrolling…
Anyway…
Like I've said, it's not something that I'm longing for…
Of course, from time to time, I'll still try out some new games, without hesitation, yep, just like I used to repeatedly install/uninstall new software on my PC… yep, I like to try out new piece of "technology"…
And I've been following insidesocialgames.com, which HAPPILY AND CONVENIENTLY list out all the new and interesting games, with screenshots, and detailed analysis… ADOI!! How to resist? Right?? That's why, I'm still PLAYING GAMES, per se!!!
Oh, in fact, I did not want do talk about games so much…
I wanted to talk about THE kuching guy, yep, that's how I refer to, whenever I talk to him,
The kuching guy… ie. nicholas teo…
Like I said, I'm pretty "pai-seh" to mention that, I actually like him… haha…
Mainly it's because of his smile…
See see see~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!
AND~~~ everytime, when I see him, I can't stop to think, "wow!! From kuching!! Kuching also can produce such "en-dao" guy!! Gosh!!", yep… frankly, in m'sia, you may find quite a bit of successful showbiz figures, but then, nope… nobody's as goodlooking as he is… and oops… again, "pai-seh"… ya, to me… he's considered… GOOD LOOKING!!
^_^
Since then… I've made a decision, as what I've tweeted… kekeke…
I'll update the result, after 1 week…
Else.. You'll see me actively sending out invitation/gifts, from fb games.. ^_^
