BAD DREAM, MISSING... ERR... P L A N E...

ya... honestly, eversince... I've this phobia... therefore, when he said he's a business trip in the coming month, asked if I'd like to bring the kids along, after some worrying and thinking... I told him “nope”...
you know, right after the incident, we'd our family trip to osaka, and I was super duper worried... prayed so hard...
I told him, if it's me alone, I'm fine, but with the kids, “touch wood”, if anything happens, what do I say to them?? like those scenes in the movie?? hugged them hard, and tell them that “everything's ok!????”, then?? doom!!!!!!!! gosh!!! thinking that, their future's just put a stop, I can't imagine that... it's just horrifying...
and just the other night, I had a bad night sleep... lately, I don't really sleep well, again, it's due to the bad weather... it just got so bright outside the window, early in the morning, and the whole night is just so hot!! arrgh... nothing's pleasant...!
and that... I woke up with this dream...
ie. another P L A N E went missing... and in the dream, I've to go plot the route and try to locate it! Damn!

ABOUT THROWING, OR KEEPING, OR BUYING

ok... I've wanted to write something about this... for quite some while... but most of the time, I'm just too busy... ^_^ (who ain't?? haha!)
anyway,
I've some funny habit in keeping gadgets, idevices, android phones and so on, and mostly, PC, ie. Laptop/notebook you call it... well, as long as they're not overly slow... I like to... erm... play with it, by putting in new OS, and see how it purforms... if you ask me, I personally think that, buying a new machine, and giving an old machine a new life... the latter give me more joy, in using it, afterall... just lately, I put in a HDD of 500GB to an old dell notebook, year 2007, yes, it'll be running MS WinXP, but it's still pretty good, and pretty fast...
as throughout the years, my digital assets are growing, I need another windows PC for simply... iTunes... yes, I do use iTunes to keep a copy of my apps, and also backup my many idevices... hehehehehehe!!!
so far, so good... therefore, as long as those notebook/netbook that are not too old, but simply the owner doesn't want to use it anymore, I'll get from them, mostly my family at the moment...
while my idevices, the oldest I have is the ipod touch 2^nd generation... and my dear son's tossed it onto the floor, cracked... yes, cracked skin... well... usually, to “revive” such device, I'll either install certain package of apps into it, and give it a new casing/cover and so on... as long as it looks a little bit different, I'm happy using it...
these are my gadget story...
while my clothing... too bad that I don't know how to use a sewing machine, but I've tried my best to locate some tailors... if they can modify my (or our family's) older clothing, to something else... so far, I've modified his working shirts into kid's pants (from the sleeves) and my own tank top... ^_^ not bad huh??? then I cut my ¾ sport pants into short pants, well... the weather's HOT HOT HOT!!! I don't want to wear any pants longer than my knees... and I think those ¾ pants were just too “bulky”, so, I slimmed them down... hehehe...
once in a while, I do try to think of what I should do with all the old stuff in my house... ya, you can imagine that, I do have a lot of things in my house, cos, I'm not a thrower...
I've a friend, his principle is... anything that's spoilt, throw... good idea in a way, but then... both he and I are the type, “as long as it can be fixed, we'll fix it first!”...
there's one japanese lady who wrote a book, telling you that, less is good, I do agree...
but throwing... at the same time, we've to stop buying... if we continue to buy, throwing's bad...
it's only good, if we stop buying...
that's my belief...
there's also a japanese show, “Umoreru”(I've not finished the show yet!) about an old lady, whose house's covered with piles and piles of old goods from the neighbourhood... everybody think she's abnormal... but then, her house's actually kinda cleaned... no odd smell... the character played by Kuninaka Ryoko said something like this, “everybody thinks she's weird, but I think those who keep buying new things and throw away old things, ie. Those who don't treasure their belongings are weirder, she's just a normal lonely lady...”, ya, something like this...
well... this is just my usual blabber, about throwing... or keeping... and I'm sure, I'm the latter...