Ya… with all the blister, crack, sore, mastitis, and whatever crap!!!
I nearly ran out to him and announced to him (and the whole world) that, I'm not going to even attempt to breastfeed, if baby's going to have her younger sis/bro…
NO!!! It's simply painful… and the pain can just go on and on…
And I don't want to bother about which one is good, and which one is not so good for baby… I'm not going to care…
Then, one day, I realized, I forgot the most important thing…
And that, I'll not continue with the "quitting" plan…
Ie. to loose some weight!!
Yep… so far, that's the most efficient way for me… (of course, since I'm cooking dinner for weekdays, it helps too, cos, my food damn plain, and damn healthy, less salt, less oil, less meat too)
When I started thinking about loosing weight, MANY YEAR AGO!! (till I cannot remember when, haha, I actually remember… I actually kinda gained it exponentially when I started to go offshore more frequently, with all the free and plentiful of food onboard, I just couldn't stop myself from digging into those rice and sambal, prepared by the indonesian cook, ya, that time, I was mostly in indonesian water)
……. When I started to thinking about loosing weight, and when some of my other friends, who's so thin till you can't find any fat… damn thin, ok?? Which of course they wish they can gain some weight, and I was thinking…
How nice if I can just transfer the fat, to them… just like that…
Of course, there's no such technology yet, without being invasive…
But then… as of today, being a fulltime stay-at-home-mother… and fulltime breastfeeding mother… I do find the great benefit of breastfeeding… putting aside the breastmilk vs. formulae debate… (the debate's still ongoing…)
And therefore…
I WILL continue to be a happy breastfeeding mother...
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