2010-02-22

Consoling myself, for my early greying...


Yep… I've been having early greying problem, since I was a teenager… very early!!
I'm not sure of the actual reason, but right now… my hair's just like stephen chow's hair, ^_^…
I know, it's mainly due to stress… and I'm pretty surprised that, my stress is "channeled" out via my early greying…
The early greying problem got "expedited" when I started to travel with him…
I simply hate the idea of having to call cab, waiting for cab to come, go to airport, waiting for boarding, sometimes got delayed, sometimes the "gate" got changed, and bla bla bla… it did add to my stress level throughout the years, I guess…
In addition to that…
As you can see, I "think" a lot, maybe worries, maybe rants, maybe an expression of grief, maybe an expression of anger, maybe an expression of frustration, or maybe simply an expression of boredom…
And that shows that, I do use my "brain power" a lot… a lot… in chinese terms, I simply am a person, who think too much… think of whatever it is that comes into my mind…

I do, but in a way, I don't really bother, or, want to bother too much about my grey hair…
He shows concerns/worries about my early greying, which may indicates some underlying health problem…
But I do, in a way know that, it may really be just due to the stress, which I myself don't even realize, and also that I really do think a lot… my mind can just wander off to anywhere, anytime…

And… as of yesterday, I came to conclusion that I shouldn’t be worried too much about it, instead I shall feel blessed about it…
Cos, come to think of it… throughout my pregnancy, I've to say, I'm a proud expecting mom where my health was on its top notch…
No blood pressure problem, no blood sugar problem, which many other colleagues of mine, who, at the same time were pregnant too, had slight problem with that…
Stress does lead to blood pressure problem, mind you!!
And, I am really glad that, I did not have to encounter that…
Which, maybe, I guess, my stress was all "reflected" in my grey top…
Imagine!! If it doesn't get "channeled out" via my hair… the stress sure will be reflected in my lovely blood pressure right??
When I thought about it yesterday, I was truly grateful that, I was blessed with an enjoyable pregnancy… which, I seriously do not mind going through it again…
But of course, I think, most importantly I was blessed with a very cheerful, and lovely daughter in me!!

Since I'm breastfeeding… therefore, I have good excuse to anybody's concerned,
That, I'm not going to have my hair coloured…
I don't trust colourant…
Cos, I know very well that, if you're pregnant, don't play with the colourant…
Though.. It's really a "fact" if you choose to believe…

Afterall… I'm not very much a hair person, and I don't really like to play with my hair, for eg. Colour it, perm it, cut it with styles and so on…
Cos, I simply like to keep my "maintenance" level as low as possible… not to say that, it's easy to "upkeep" me… ^_^
Just that, I can spend my money elsewhere that I'll truly enjoy and appreciate!! ^_^

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