how to wean?? (...me off baby)

I do, and I really do enjoy breastfeeding... I supposed, I'm lucky enough, to be a happy breastfeeding mother...

and I know very well, I'll definitely have big emotional problem, when it's time to wean, yes, call it the “separation anxiety”...

I do and I pray for a baby-led weaning session, and that, it may not be too bad... ^_^

Next question is, how to wean me off baby?? hahahahaha!!! ya... again, blame it on the technical term called “separation anxiety”...

Though... I think, I've been doing just fine!!! Letting her “go” just for a little while, and to keep myself occupied, next in line, is my PC (at the moment, my new “netbook”, hahaha!!)

Why??

Well... as a mother... as a mother, who loves her baby... so much... and I'm one who believes, “if you love somebody, you should let him/her go” type of person... and I want her (even though, she's just a baby, and shower of love, will never be enough for her) to learn that... one day, I may just leave her (who knows?? after my beloved mother's car accident, nothing's permanent) though I wish to be with my baby for as long as God permits... and therefore I pray...

However... and yes, however... I want her to know that, besides me, there're other people who she can rely on, if one day, I'm not there for her, and there're also other people who'll love her (though, I bet, not as much as big mama, right?? ^_^) and help her, when she needs it... and that... the world's still full of hope and love... which is extremely important...

while... of course from time to time, I shall also share with her, the “other” side... of the dark world... hahaha!!!

Training her to receive the whole big world out there, while training myself to accept the whole one-person world in here... sob sob!!!