Ditch the Vampire

I don't know why, out of a sudden, I felt disgusted with vampire's show..

I'm saying this, not because I want to sound anti-"social" while all these Twilight, New Moon's fans are cheering on the street right now, but serious, out of sudden…

Maybe because this 'right' Qi's been growing in me, like so pure, that I felt disgusted…

Kakakakakaka… (puek!!)

Cos, we're sitting in The Garden's Yogitree this morning, and I was looking at the TV screen that were showing those movie trailers - The Vampire Assitant (or Assistant of the Vampire, I can't really recall, cos non of the star in there, I can recognise)

And out of a sudden, I felt disgusted…

When I saw the vampire climbing up the wall,

When I saw the vampire, with some other zombies walking around the cemetry,

When I saw those disgusting, pale, and deadly looks on those faces in the trailer… suddenly I felt disgusted…

Out of a sudden...

I do not know if today, I were to watch Dracula (the one with gary oldman, and keanu reeves) I'll enjoy this show the same way as I used to…

And after seeing that vampire climbing up the wall this morning, it reminds me another similar trailer that I've came across online, ie. a super duper gory, dark, twisted vampire show made by korean, (where a supposedly kind and ambitious doctor offered himself to be used as a specimen in one of those drug testing, and turned out that the drug didn't work, and doctor was turned into vampire…)

Maybe, my 'disgust' feeling were seeded in me since then…

Well, I guess, after much 'meditation' at home over these 8 months, (looking after my baby, be a good good stay-at-home mom, and stay-at-home wife IS kinda meditation to me…)

My dark side has slowly walked out of me…

Another latest occasion,

This afternoon, when we watched "shinjuku incident", when daniel wu's hand got chopped off that time, I was a little bit disgusted too…

I know, it's one those typical trick in japanese violence… not that I did ENJOY this type of goriness all these while, (be it the american violence, like killbill, or, japanese type, or even the HK type…)

But I now seriously reconsider myself as, I don't like this sort of show anymore…

Hm… serious, maybe my darkside has gone,

My last stress test is, to get the FMA brotherhood from Garfield, then, if I suddenly don't like it, then maybe I'm 'purified' now, kakakakaka!!!! (just like the Shikon no Tame in InuYasha can do, ie. to purify)

Hm…

And there comes my next topic...