My Precious Moment...

My precious moment, I mean, MY VERY OWN moment, ie. at night, surfing the net…

I tweet,

I blog,

I may edit some photos,

I read my subscription via rss reader,

I read the chinese (taiwanese, I mean) entertainment news, and...

I check my friends' facebook status, I test out some facebook games (cos, I subscribe to insidesocialgames.com) and…

I played some facebook games regularly…

You may think that this is not that type of moment that you'll like for yourself, well.. That's for me… pretty straightforward and simple in my opinion…

However… lately, baby's been pretty demanding, in terms of my attention… I can hardly sit in front of my PC during the day, yes, I still can use it somehow, but I cannot pull a chair and plant my butt, I just have to kinda treat it like one of those internet kiosk, a few clicks, a short moment of browsing, and that's all…

At night?? Well… I suspect, she's kinda into this nibble nusring, I do hope not.. But then, she's been doing it for the past week… ie. I've to nurse her very frequently, and she refused to come back to me, once she decides to turn away from me… @_@

THAT means… my precious moment's tremendously decrease…

Since this is my precious moment, of course, you'll have to understand that, it really is important for me to kinda have that, on a regular basis… I mean, after a long day… with baby and house chores...

Luckily, with the part-time maid, it's been reduced a lot a lot!.. But I'm not complaining here… I've NEVER regretted, and will NEVER think twice about going back to workforce, but I cannot pretend that, I'm a super mom, or super housewife, and smile and tell you that, it's ok, and it's easy job!

That's just part of life, part of growing up, and growing old, and that, we all have to endure… I'm not born to be a princess… somehow… if you get what I mean… ie. say, you go out to the café, you see that the table's not that sparkling clean, 1. you'll get the waiter/waitress to come and clean for you, and you'll just have to sit there and wait when they come and clean for you, or, 2.  you'll get some tissue/wet wipes, and clean it yourself, I'm not referring to the very dirty type of tables, that, you've no choice, but to wait… it's just one of those slightly dirty tables… ok… I'll be the latter…

Once, somebody, similar as my personality, did say that, ie. she's not a born queen, well… that's a mid-age lady… she said, she's just not that type of "tai tai", and sit there, and wait to be served… another eg. There're girls who like to carry those handbags with short straps, ie. you've to carry it in your arm, ie. you'll have 1 less free hand to use, for other chores, for me? Ya, I'll rather use a backpack, then, I can have 2 free hands, to do other things, ending up?? I may have to carry more things… while those girls, will have other people (mainly guys) to carry the "extras" for them…, get it??

That's sidetrack… back to my precious moment…

See… I'm concerned, and VERY concerned, about those health issue, like sleep early, and bla bla bla.. Yes, I know very well about it, and probably, I know more than any of you… (if you're not considered one of the expertise in the field, but, at least, in the amateur world, I consider myself, do know quite a bit of them!)

… and I do want to live long enough to see my baby grows up, goes to college, and gets married… and have kids… wow!! How happy~~~

But, I was just thinking… if I can't write down my thoughts, or record my daily lives, record my baby growths, record happenings and activities around my life… see some of my friend's online updates… (though you maybe so much against the virtual thing, but to me, compare to the fact that, I may have to pay thousands of dollars to fly to another destination to see my friends and get updates, at least, online thing, does help a bit, for me to get the latest information about my friends, well… if one bothers…, pros and cons…)

Then, what's the point of living long???

My life, my memory, and my online activities, which, constitute the major part of my life… IS very vital daily routine for me…

Of course, if you have the luxury (and the energy) to go jogging, teatime with friends, movie time, as a vital routine for your life, then enjoy it…

As for me… this is the very minimal of a moment… that's so precious, and solely ME!

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