she wants to sleep without me???

Ya, seems like it's been a loooooooooooong time I've not talked about baby in this blog, ie. english… mostly in my chinese blog… ^_^

Anyway,

Since I'm lazy to type/think in chinese, so, I must as well…

Just now,

She said that, she wants to sleep in the sofa, settled herself in, with my towel as her blanket, surrounded herself with all her soft toys, (gifts from friends mostly)

She tucked herself in nicely…

So, I was thinking, hm… if she can fall asleep on her own, that'll be a good change, for both of us, (ya, in a way)

I told her, I'll be going back into the bedroom and sleep, if she wants to come into the room, then, she should come in, walk slowly and carefully…

Leaving her with him, in the living room, him… in front of the PC…

I purposely put on our small table lamp in the room, (usually it's totally darkness)

Then, I thought I shall fall asleep, before both of them come join me…

But I heard her happily singing and chitchatting with him, not showing a sign/intention of sleeping, (hey!! It's already past midnight, girl!)

And also, I just realized,

I've been having her with me, beside me, closed to me, attached to my boobs… (yes, she's kinda 90% weaned now… usually, she'll fall asleep on her own, and just this week, finally, I've seen/experienced baby sleeping through the night… ya, during the transistion, ie. weaning, ie. boobs to no boobs… she's taking her own sweet time to get used to the decreasing in my milk supply, and frequently getting up in the night, to look for the never-satisfying booby milk… it was tough, for both of us…)

For the past 2 years plus… without fail…

THEN… I don't think, I can sleep without her…

Anyway, I know very well, I can't sleep if she's not sleeping…

I've a sleep problem, too, right?? ^_^ sweet one, to me, though…

After a short while, feeling somewhat lonely in the room by myself,

I came out to call her in,

She's getting him to pat her to sleep, in the sofa…

Of course, he wish, he can go back to the big nice comfy bed, but she didn't want him to go…

Then, we've to try using the tough way now…

Off the light, off the aircon, off the fan…

And both getting in the room,

With slight effort…

Finally, she's in…

Ya, this woman! She's in fact very tired,

Our friends came over for dinner, though she didn't really play with their boy, but then, she was happily running around, "mopping" the floor by crawling around, with her soft toy underneath her tummy…

However…

Well… seeing her in such a high mood, yes, though past midnight…

We didn’t have the heart to force her to go to bed, (ya I know, what "bad" parents)

At the same time, this was the first time I heard her saying that, she wanna sleep in the sofa, outside in the living room, we just wanna go with the flow, to see what she's in mind…

Nah… I think, she's just doing it for fun…

Cheeky girl...