I know I'm not a super mama,
And I know, my baby's neither a super baby… (ie. an angelic baby, by some definition… though, I really do want to hug her all the time, and kiss her, and tell her that, "you're the best!")
Some days…
As a at-home mom, you don't expect me to be always cheerful, always relax…
Just like any other adult, or, just like any other baby… ^_^
Both baby and I, do have "bad" days, or technically… moody days…
On these days…
You'll hear me scolding her, or lecturing her…
Yes, I know, talking to babies/kids, you've to keep it short and simple,
I do remind myself ALL THE TIME, but sometimes… I'm the lengthy type…
Especially with a baby, who hardly "communicates" with me in a dialogue form yet…
Then, as the by-product, you'll sure hear baby's crying, and to a worsen extent, shouting!!!
Ya… most of the time, she'll just whine, and maybe a soft/small cry…
But sometimes, these "innocent" acts, will turn into loud cry, and then, everything turns upside down, haywired…
That's the not-so-usual scene during the weekdays, when he's at work, when baby and I are at home… alone…
At the end of the day…
I mean, this sort of moody days,
I'll normally feel exhausted…
Yes, I'll end up with bad and tired mood…
As for baby? Oh!!! It's good to be A baby… you can cry at this moment, and you can play and forget whatever evil things you've done, or you've come across the previous moment… isn't that great?
If she's not physically tired, then, she's just fine…
Only left me, her mother, exhausted, and maybe a little bit "fed up"!! (if you get what I mean…)
Oh well… but all in all it's ok…
Though I may feel tired, and really don't feel like doing anything, say anything, watch anything… besides clicking on my mouse, for no purpose…
The moment I see my sweet little baby's smile, (oops!! Isn't she the one who just make my day XXXXXXXXX???)
Ya… you get energized…
Though you know that, the moment she starts doing something else that will "unplease" you, this mood will start again…
But mm…
"nevermind", is what I tell myself…
At the end of the day…
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