See… I like to plant my butt on the couch, in front of the TV,
If I'm allowed to…
And I like to plant my butt on the work chair, in front of my PC,
If I'm allowed to…
But then, I'm not allowed to do all that, anymore…
Not anymore…
I guess, it's God who sent baby to give me the whip,
So that, I won't be a potato couch, so that, I'll be "always on the move", to keep a healthy lifestyle…
Yes, God wants me to stay healthy, that's what He's trying to tell me…
When I was using my PC, during the day, if she sees,
She'll whine, and she'll come near me, to disturb, and make sure that, I won't have a peaceful surfing time…
It's ok…
So, I thought, I'll turn myself to the TV…
Start watching some japanese dorama, which is piling up in my digital storage, backdated 2-3 years ago… ^_^ amazing, right??
Then, one day, I realised some changes…
Which, I've been living with it, for nearly 1 month, if not 3 weeks…
Yes, a slight change, that I nearly missed…
Whenever I started to plant my butt down,
Baby started to demand for milk, and you know that I'm still nursing her, 100%...
That means, I need to ahem… bear my precious assets, almost all the time…
During the day,
And during the night…
So, I thought, there must be something wrong…
In fact, it striked me when I thought about, "it seems like I've been nursing baby at a shockingly frequent basis, during the day, and during the night…", hm…
Normally,
Normally… during the day, I only feed baby while she's going into her nap (yes, she still needs me!!) and after she gets up from her nap,
Then, if dinner will be late, another feed,
No more than that… the rest of the time, it's food, food, food…
But now?? Like what?
I feed her nearly round the clock,
Cos, I'm sitting there, doing nothing, (yes, watching TV, baby!!!)
And I guess, she gathers that, as long as I'm sitting down, I'll have to feed her,
That's how she connects…
I didn't realize all these, till that phrase striked me, as said…
Therefore?
No PC,
No TV!!
That's what I've decided…
I just can't sit down!!
As long as I'm on the move,
As long as I'm seemed as busy, busy doing something,
She's ok, in fact, as long as I'm BUSY!!!
She's more than happy to play the toys, to explore stuff by herself…
There's no way, I can expect her, to play with her toys, or, do some activities, on her own,
WHEN I'M WATCHING TV,
OR SURFING THE NET!!
Sob sob…
Yes, sob for a while,
When I realized, it actually kinda do me good,
I'm fine with it, and I really really gather, it's God's message to me,
Ie. move, move, move!
Always on the move!
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