Joyous~~

I can’t keep secret… I mean, secret about my own OS

Ever since I’ve spoken to my boss regarding my plan of not returning to work fulltime, I felt sooooooooooooooooo relieved!!

Ya… very…!!

And due to that, I’m enjoying so much of my long loved songs… my KinKi Kids’s songs… (I’m uploading them now to multiply.com)

^_^

Again… serious.. I can’t keep secret.. secret about my own OS

I can keep things for others, cos, it’s really not my right to share… (I won’t say 100% but always working hard and reminding myself to keep up to the rate…)

But I find it really hard to hide my feelings…

There’re many times, I feel like telling the whole world, ya, I’m not coming back to work fulltime… and I’ll like to be stay at home mom… and I can start continue blogging, watching my jap drama, oh  ya!! Digitizing my oldtime photos and so on… there’re just too many things pending (which is important to me) that I haven’t even started to do…

And now, I’m happy… cos, I can officially let down the burden that I’ve been feeling so far…

Ya… worry about the team… but everybody’s future / fate is in their own hands… there’s that much I can do…

Worry about the projects I’ve been involved…  but ya… without me, if win, we’ll win, if loose, there’s only THAT much I can do… especially with the politics in our country… nothing much we can do, with real effort… it’s all about dirty work…

And I’m happy… cos, I’ll be out of here soon (in a way, I do feel heavy-hearted to leave… some of my very funny, cute colleagues, some of my very hardworking colleagues and so on… however, I do believe, if it’s friendship it’ll be there for as long as it’s to be there… nothing to worry)

Since my OS is so refreshed and relieved now… I simply feel… joyous!!!!!!!!

And I simply will start dancing, shaking with KinKi Kids songs… both of the cute Domoto… kakakakaka!!

Then, I realized… I’ve been listening too much to Radiohead, and those slow rock… (putting aside my Blur and Gorillaz)…

And not saying that I don’t like Radiohead anymore, but I do wonder… if listening to Radiohead, does somehow help me to release a bit of my stressful work… ^_^

Which… in the mean time, I know… probably I don’t need Radionhead for a while…

I only need to listen to KinKi Kids… which best suit my OS…

mm… maybe KinKi Kids’ songs make my OS joyous, or, maybe my joyous OS simply feel attracted to more joyous and cheerful songs…

I can’t tell…

BUT I do know that, my OS is definitely more relieved, and relaxed..

Cos, I’ll be entering another new chapter of my life??

Maybe…

It’s not that, I’ve too much to expect, and it’s not that, what lies ahead of me is simpler as what I’m doing in work now…

However, I guess… it’s simply a brand new room to enter, and a brand new lifestyle to adopt…

I wish myself good luck… listening to KinKi Kids songs………………………………..

Hey!!! Minna… Genki Gai~~~~