You see… most of the time, I'm not that pekchek…
Now, come on!!! I'm a stay-at-home mom, and most days, it's just me, and my lovely daughter…
That's all…
The life's pretty zen,
We get up as we want, in the morning…
And baby always give me her sweetest smile… (yes, if she cries, or whines, that shows that, something's really wrong…)
And we take our own sweet time to have our lunch, it can be simple steam bread, or, boiled eggs, or pasta, or… the food from the previous night…
Then, we watch some TV, she reads some books…
Or, I do some housekeeping, or try to clean something, bla bla bla…
Then, nap time,
Then, get up to prepare for dinner…
I don't really have to rush, cos, our dinner won't start early…
I even have time, to catch the 7 o'clock mediacorp show on weekdays, ok… most of the time, they're watchable…
Pretty zen, right??
Yes, I'll say…
Then, after everybody sleeps… I'll go online, check up on fb's friends' status,
Play some games… read some news, follow up on my "subscription" on google reader… that's it…!!! Nice and simple…
Therefore, most of the time, I'm not that pekchek…
However, sometimes, words maybe heard, things maybe reminded,
And that reminds me of my pekchek identity…
Do I have a choice to not to be that pekchek?? Yes I guess, if I change my gender, and ditch those hormonal thing, forever…
I guess…
Cos, men, they don't really care… they really don't…
As long as I can recall,
I really hate it when people use/misuse the word, "love", "care"…
Serious!!!
In the name of love,
In the name of "we care for you",
In the name of "it's for your own good",
In the name of "I just want everybody to be happy",
In the name of…
Let's face it…
If, WE (the pekchek clan) are given some respect,
Of our space,
Of our opinion,
Of our preference,
Of our privacy,
Of our choice,
Of our OWN VERY QUIET TIME…
We are not that pekchek, or at least, I won't be that pekchek… for sure…
Even though, sometimes, people are trying to be democratic,
But come on!!! The feel of anticipation, the eagerness, and the HIGH EXPECTATION'S there…
And worst of all…
I can't take the fact that,
You're of the SPECIAL ones, and the rest is just commoner,
You can have exception, but the rest don't…
Everything's convenient to you, it's the RULE/LAW,
Everything/everyone else's not the preferred ones, or convenience ones, is EVIL!!
You see,
Sometimes, the pekchekness, and more and more of pekchek because of the initial pekchek,
Will just drive us crazy,
Drive us to hell… (ok, at least me, I don't want to be stereotype, or generalize!)
And let me tell you…
I just wish…
I don't exist...
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